Monday, June 11, 2012

12 Days!

Whew! Where did the weeks go? It's crazy to think when this competition is over, it will have been a twenty two week journey! Yowzers! Here I am post bowl of oats, after a sixty minute walk, with a full belly... thinking about the journey....its been a crazy, but good one.

I will be honest at this point I am tired both mentally and physically and ready to see what it's like to have more energy again. I like how this prep has gone compared to last prep...but man it sure wasn't easy training wise. The food has been leaps and bounds better than the first time around, but over the past few weeks (two or three) the training has been kicking my ass! I look forward to less cardio and lifting with energy! When the competition is over we have a whole new workout plan slated to start and I coulnd't be more excited.

On the fun news front I picked up my suit this Sunday and it is classy if I do say so myself! The swarovski crystals are beautiful. Brendan said I look more confident in the suit as compared to 2010 when I look frightened like it was the tiniest thing I've ever worn, so thats a good thing! I have all my appointments scheduled to get me pretty...so now it's just pushing through these last twelve days. I have two rough days left of doubles, then it's a slow wind down into peak week.
Did I mention as time gets closer my mind has been wacko! I am super nervous. I am not all about attention...five inch heels or strutting my stuff. I am more of a lover of what goes on behind the scenes to get to the finished product...More the sweaty Betty type! I am just going to work on tunnel visoun...think about happy stuff...On that note we will be celebrating one year of marriage July 2nd! We are going away to a nice little INN in Maine for two nights...it will be a good rest and we can finally enjoy one another!  AND school is out this Friday! Even though I don't know what lies ahead of my for next year, I am super excited for a break! It's going to be wicked emotional for sure!

Until next time....PEACE OUT